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2009-08-26T03:43:00.000-07:00

Argh
Can't stand blogspot
So i changed to th3gal.livejournal.com le
Please take note =D

2009-08-05T09:49:00.000-07:00

Top priority in life -Freedom =D
I feel threatened if my freedom is take away
So pls pls pls
Give me my own personal space
Dun invoke me!!

2009-07-31T08:27:00.000-07:00

Today was somehw satisfied wit my sales for the 20 percent
But of cos
There still room for improvement
Hope for more tmr
But somehw
There is disappointment
Wanna celebrate my dad's bday
And went to look for cake
But sadly when i on the bus
My mum called and said
Bro slp alr
Den i said huh...
Den nvm ba
We 3 celebrate lo
Since dad is the main character for the day
But when i reach home
DAD ASO SLP LE
I damn angry man
Throw my temper again
I hate takin cake so much
So bulky and somemore the cake i bought is not near to my hse
And i still hab to squeeze my way out when alighting
Arghh
Make me feel tat the efforts gone =(
Disappointment upset me!!

2009-07-29T09:22:00.000-07:00

Precious !!
Tis is wad i will describe my day =)
Hab tons of fun
Hees
I shall not talk so much
But let the pic show the way =)

Tis is where we go today

I like tis
Planning to buy tis and put my photos
To show the changes in my look when growing up

Tis light damn nice
But dunno hw to put it in my room

Grace and i cookin -_-

Look like the humpy dumpy man!!

Tis is damn cool can

I wan a adult version of tis type of design

Grace look cute in tis pic =)

Duno wad she lookin at?

Grace's desired design

My desired room =)

My desired room for my kids

LOl

Tis aso not bad =)

One of kenny's desired design ba

Tis is taken when we anyhw take one bus

Cos we dunno where to go

In the end we end up at seragoon

And den mrt to dhoby

Tat tupi kenny keep coverin his face

Danz come and find us after work

And we played dia di =)

Hees

Poor her

Gt to carry those heavy uniforms

Plus no time for her to eat

And mani things for her to memorise

Jiayou o danz =)

U can do it de =)

Hab Great fun today

Hees

I WAN TO DECORATE MY ROOM

2009-07-28T08:15:00.000-07:00

I can say tat my day is great
Damn fun =)
Hab photo session in class
Haas
And is damn damn funny
We keep jumpin here and there
LOL ~
Haas
A sense of achievement received
Haas
There is gal power in our class
LOL
Whenever tat chou ugine and kevin wanna bully me
Those gals in class will help me
Making them speechless
LOL

Haas
Less 2 more weeks to the end of the sem
Start to feel unbearable wit tis class
Will start to miss all of them
Like
Weiwei
Moon(my new daughter)
Wuma(dunno spell correctly ma)
Meizhen
Ugine(crazy guy)
Alliyn(hope next sem same class again cos we click 2gether lei)
Kevin
And ...
Shall continue our photo session next week
Hees

O man
Tmr goin miss one outin wit jeanice they all
Hope durin sep we can meet out again
Hees
Miss the days when we r same class damn much too
Hees
The days when i am being called sotong
LOL
Realli hope next sem can be same class wit jeanice
Haas
If same class wit meiting,edith,geraldine aso gd =)

Btw
Dun be taken aback
Today i went to swimming
LOL
Is been years i nv swim le
Haas
Cos of a bad encounter last time
I dare not to swim
And forgt hw to swim le
Hees
Today i realise i am damn lousy la
A bit den veri chuang le
No wonder my super bad mouth teammate, Kenny
Will say i climb up stairs aso cannot make it
Argh
Shall work harder
LOL
Must make it till one day
When i walk beside kenny up the stairs
I still lookin gd and can talk non stop
LOL
Woohoo
Tmr gt fyp outin ba
Duno where will we go?
But confirm will be another memorable day
Haas
Die le na
I wonder next yr when i grad
Will i cry or not?
LOL
Cos will miss so mani ppl lei
Ok la
Wait till den den think ba
Hees
I am tired =)

2009-07-22T07:04:00.000-07:00

Hmmm...
Hw should i describe my day?
A day with fright and nightmares?
Ok
Let me tell u my experience today
Tis morning went to FYP
And when i in the library
There is a room which put LOVE on top
And also it is decorated using a white piece of paper
To cover wad is inside
And place "peep me"(Small hole) to see the things inside
I can't reali see the things
So i move around the hole
Till when i look inside one of the hole
Just nice inside gt one person look out too
And it realli freak me off
Can't u expect the impact when i scream in the library?
Is like so damn ma lu
But i dunno y everytime i get frightened,i will scream on the top of the voice
Hate to let ppl noe i am scared man
Haas
After FYP
We took mrt to bugis
Hab our breakfast, lunch cum dinner at dunno wad street na
I hab my laksa
It is rather bland =(
After tat we went to walk around bugis street
Followed by Illuma
Walkin and walkin
We decided to sit down and hab bubble tea =)
After tat den we head to arcade
And den the highest lvl
Which is damn cooling and cold when u went up the escalator
And we was being introduced by one guy there
Abt the short 7 min movie
A 3D effect horror movie
Which costs $5
Glasses will be provided too
Haas
But beware
Ppl with neck, heart problem, pregnant and bla bla is defrained from watchin
Haas
yeayea
I gt heart problem
Can't take it if the movie is damn scary
But in the end i went and survived through
Haas
I can't stop yellin, screamin and covering my face
Is yea, not tat scary na
But i dunno y i scream na
Haas
The worst part is that when i am not in preparation
And after the show end
I said is not scary at all
And the "gal" suddenly pop out and freak me out
Make me sound like i am haolianing i am not scared but still scream out of fear man
Haas
The ppl there was friendly
Asked how the movie
And i said is not scary
And they said if y not scary
Den y i cover my face and keep screaming
Haas
I aso dunno y
They aso said they will record yr expression lo
So tis is a lesson learnt
If u r scared
Better act like u r not scared in front of the camera =)
I will be calm in my next trip
PPL!
Check it out man..
If u r here readin my blog and laughin at hw timid i am
Go try it out b4 laughin at me =)

2009-07-20T09:28:00.000-07:00

At tis point of time
I feel better due to she not angry le =)

But i feel like tearin
Cos i am in pain =(

2009-07-20T09:20:00.000-07:00

Tis is the day
When i feel like collapsing
Everything dun go realli well
I feel damn giddy today
And make me cannot stand properly when i in the toilet
And even get back home
I feel damn weak
No strength man
I dun even hab the energy to stand up
I feel tat my body is separed from my brain
I can't control it man
I can't even feel my body temperature
I feel like fainting
I can't find any word tat can describe my feelin
And i gt UT tmr
I dun hab the moods and motivation to study man
And now i feel upset
Cos i done someone wrong
For not informin my fyp mate abt the meetin
And make them like unhappi
I dunno wad goin on man
I onli thought all of us are meetin
till i realise one of them gone le
Den i start to realise they r not being informed
And i can understand the feelin of danz
Like i am someone so called quite close to her
And i nv inform her abt the meet up
I should not call once when the call cannot through
I should keep callin man
I dunno wad i am doin at tat point of time
I feel so gulity to make ppl unhappy

Hais
I wan peace!!

2009-07-11T08:53:00.000-07:00

Today is such a super duper unlucky day for me
I was drenched under the rain
Damn wet
And wad worse is tat
When i am runnin, i fell down
Sob sob!!
Butt in pain ~
And the bus i took
Took 40 min from city hall to town
Is like WTH!!!
Somemore i am like standin throughout
So when is finally reach far east
I alight and took the empty bus behind me
OMG
I think i fallin sick
Drenched plus the coldness on the bus
=(

Wad a day i hab !!

2009-07-07T22:08:00.001-07:00

Somehow the nightmare is back!!!

2009-07-06T20:21:00.001-07:00

Damn disappointed
Wanna organise an outin aso can leads to conflicts
Hais
Dunno from when said till now
We still haven go out
Hais
I gif up le ~
It onli make me more sad to face more rejection

2009-07-05T05:28:00.000-07:00

Duno wad wrong wit my blog
Keep on cannot upload pic
So i shall upload my pic at FB
=)

2009-07-04T05:26:00.000-07:00

Was quite happi i on LOA at the start
But now i feel sucks...
Cos ppl will be afraid of u
Pls na ~
I aso not confirm tat i gt H1N1
Onli suspect ma...

Hais
=(

2009-07-04T00:12:00.001-07:00

People!!!
I on LOA =)

2009-07-03T13:23:00.000-07:00

Wad a day for me!!
Early in the morning
Feel so shagged to get out of my bed for work
And finally i feel a little happiness Tat
O yea, i not gonna to be late tis time =)
But when i was standin on the bus
Waiting for my destination to reach
I Looked out of the window
And found myself overshot my destination
Wth lo
Den i walk from dhoby to centrepoint
And sadly, i am late for work again!!

After work, head home
And get a short nap
And overslept again!!
And make KL waited for me, so sorry =(
At 1st, we wanna head to Astons
But ass..
So mani ppl
Den head to japanese village for our Sushi
Den after tat from cathay walk all the way to far east
I am so nice today to help my bro get his friend bday present
Praise me XD
And disappointedly, found out tat sexy diamond is ex!!
Saw 3 clothin which i think is not bad
But nah
Save money
Though i managed to save money to stop my temptation of buyin new clothes
But end up spendin on cab and singin
I was like super happy tat there is still 502 to chevrons
Cos i can save cab fare
But sadly
I OVERSHOT MY BUSSTOP AGAIN
End up takin cab to chevron again den back home
Haas
Took some photos,
Will update when i am not lazy =)

Tues singin again?
Gosh, i am tempted to go zoo man
And now i am tempted to go science centre
Feel like seeing those chicks =)

2009-06-30T20:43:00.001-07:00

TBG

2009-06-28T09:49:00.000-07:00

Today is a long long day for me
Went to work at RC
Haas
Eatin at the counter was the most challenging thing we hab
Hiding here and there
Running here and there
Just not to get caught
Somemore the foods taste even nicer
Haas
After work
Me, weiwei and YY
Went to walk around at RC
Den head to expo
Haas
We went to the robinsons big sale
I bought supplements for myself man
Haas
Those bear bear sweets supplements for my brain
Den to the food fair
Bought lots of foods
And the laksa is onli $1
Wahaha
Bought biscuits for my mum too
She surely scold me for buyin so much de =X
Den around 7pm
We went to queue up for TBG
Wha
Super long queue man
But is ok na
The queue is moving quite fast
Haas
The performance was fantastic
But quite annoyed by the guy sitting in front of me
He keep moving his head na
Arghh
Den my drink aso spill
Make my whole bag wet
Argh
The performance was awesome
But too long
Watch till i nearly fall asleep
Hees
Cannot catch the last bus so cab home =(
SIAN SIAN SIAN
Tmr schoolin
Y i nv get quarantined?
I wan to get suspected
But i dunwan H1N1 =)

*Ps : I wan TBG and super diamond tee =)

2009-06-24T08:04:00.001-07:00

Went to see doctor
And ass!!!
Even doctor aso cannot determine whether i kanna H1N1 ma
Ask me go hospital check
SIngapore should make all clinic available for the checkup ma
n the doctor said even i go hospital
They might not let me check too
Cos i dun hab in contact wit H1N1 patient and i nv go overseas
Wth lo...

Tmr onwards
RP yr 1 students dun need to come sch le
And wad abt yr 2 and 3?
Does not mean we dun hab any danger ma
The yr 1 can still pass to the yr 2 and 3 de lo

Hope i won be the unlucky one ba

2009-06-22T08:48:00.000-07:00

I am far too tired
=(

Jiayou to myself

Gettin sick
=(
Yeah i going for TBG
And yeah, i hope i can make it to jeanice's bday party
And yeah, i managed to spend $3 today onli
And yeah, finally all UT 1 is over
And yeah, i going to slp soon

Gd nite everyone

2009-06-19T01:25:00.000-07:00

Hot weather realli driven me mad
So hot man =(
I am someone who seldom sweat
But facin tis kind of weather
I can onli raise up white flag asking for surrender

How i wish tis season can go away
Arghh..
Heihei
Now i thinkin of saving plan
Anyone has any strategy how to save money?
Can advise me?
=)

Days passes
And i feelin happier
My r.s with family aso gettin better
And i been enjoyin my life
Tonight gonna learn new dance moves again
Must jia you o =)

I still stick to
What will be, will be ~

My true colours

2009-06-15T00:59:00.000-07:00

Plenty of thoughts!!
I wan to improve on myself
I think i am such a bad bad gal
Who even treat friends better den my own family members
I seldom bring happiness to my parents
Yet i still add on to their pain and troubles
I always take things for granted
And i am such a immature child
Who always make my mum angry

Few days back
I suddenly realise hw fortunate i am
To hab a complete family
And i asked myself
Wad hab i contribute to tis family?
And did i make my parents happy b4?
Nah, tis is wad i answered to myself
I onli noe hw to make them angry
And make them worried
I nv listen to wad they said
I am so so stubborn
I always expect fairness
But there is no fairness in tis world
To hab a complete family
And a protective parents from young till now
Not letting me suffer
And nv let me noe the toughness of life
Is wad they given me

And yet i still dunno hw to cherish them
And i asked my bro
1st time i shared my heart to heart conversation wit him
Askin am i realli a bad daughter?
He said YES
He said tat time when me and my ex break off
And did those childish stuffs
He realli feel like givin me a tight slap
And thinkin back
If my parents nv come out durin midnight to find me tat night
And found me sitting at my ex hse area and cried
I realli dunno how am i gonna go home myself

At tat moment
When i realise so mani stuffs
I could not get to slp
I realli realli scared tat
When i wake up
My parents not there le
I suddenly feel so scared of losing my parents
I realli realli scared tat they could not wait for me to turn gd
And they are gone
My bro was right
My parents is old enough
We won noe how long we can be together
If i keep on behaving in such manner
One day i surely will regret de
I gonna change for the better

And i realise y i can always make the friends around me to laugh and smile
Y can't i make my own parents happy?
Life will be better if i make them happy too,rite?
So i started to change
Talk to mum more
Telling her wad goin on for me on tat day
Share my pic of my friends wit her
Sneak into the room ytd and said happy father day to my dad
Hees
I feel i am so sweet
Lol
Haas
Yea
But way to go
I gonna prove to my mum i KNOW HOW TO SAVE MONEY
Wahaha

I REALI LOVE MY PARENTS
For now
I not gonna think of those useless stuffs
Just wanna make my parents happy
Improve on my weakness
Work hard in my studies
And as for r.s tis kind of stuff
Next time i still hab plenty of time =D

Thanks my parents to be there for me
When i am realli scared of those cockroach
Haas
Is my promise to u tat i will change to a better gal =D
I am not afraid of sayin hw bad am i
Cos i noe tis is not the forever me
I will change for the better
I admit wad i did wrong
And not ashamed of it
Cos i noe my mistakes !!

2009-06-15T00:38:00.000-07:00

Reluctantly!!

PC SHOW 2009

2009-06-14T23:13:00.000-07:00

Visual speak louder than words =D

Tis is the only show tat all the promoters are so united together

Together we hab fun =)

Grp photo 1

Taken on the last day
Grp photo 2

Shi hwee =)

When all of them are so tired !!

Tis rude guy!! Humph

O ya, tis guy aso damn funny can

He make me laugh like hell

When he hit another compaq promoter's head which he dunno

Gotcha, wad he doin?

Lattif's butt

Inspired by SMELLY TAN

Xiao Fu?

Xiao qiang?

Can u ppl notice tis two gals always cover their face?

AR yiiiiii !!!

Weiwei =)

Wahaha, my art piece =D

Hello SMELLY TAN, do u notice u dun hab any proper pic?

U duno hw to smile uh?

Let organise outing together okay? =D

Haas

And let look forward to our pay day!!

Wahaha

Happy working together =D

ps : I will upload all tis pic on fb too =D

Great time together =)

2009-06-10T08:17:00.000-07:00

A heartwarming gathering !!
Is been long since we all meet up
Even is just the five of us
But i enjoyed myself till the fullest

Went to mth faber for steamboat
Which is my 1st time there

Okay
Here i start my story
Meetin 6pm at HF
Pretty surprising as 6.08pm
I still at Dhoby ghaut
And no phone ring
Cos all was late -_-
Jeanice and her bf is the 1st to reach
Follow by me and kaydence
Den meiting
So we went to interchange to tak bus
But -_-
No bus !!!
So we went to take cab
Lucky gt one kind taxi driver willing to drive 5 of us up to our destination
So we started our little photoshoot session
Den headed to steamboat
The atmosphere was fine
Haas
Den we started eating
Me and kaydence are the mummies of the day
Helpin them to cook foods and take foods
LOL
Den eat eat eat
Take pic tak pic
Den the most exciting part
Will be walkin in the dark
Which each of us gonna conquer the fear of darkness in us
Pretty adventuous
Haas
And i am glad we all survive through tat scary moment

Den back to vivo
Walk walk
Tak pic tak pic
Gossipin about the couples there
Den tak my long journey back home
Den gd nite everyone =)
Shall upload the pic soon =D

And tmr will be my start of PC show =D
Gd luck gd sales = HAPPY =)

Out wit buddies

2009-06-06T08:07:00.001-07:00

piggy us =X

Da jie =D

Handsome rite!!

I take de lo

Camera come

All face turn off

EXCEPT

Someone still so zhi lian

lol

Hab a great time wit tis click =)

O ya

Forgt to tak pic of my son

Haas

And i make a new friend =)

Which is eddy ex de cousin ba

Haas

Quite a nice person

Should ask her out the next time

Hees

But ytd was damn tiring

Was wearin tat attire to bugis

Den tupi eddy keep laughin at me

Argh

Damn him lo =P

Ps : perservance till the end =D

2009-06-04T09:17:00.000-07:00

Ytd hab tons of fun wit my fyp mates man
Hab our fyp meetin 1st
Den head to grace hse
Den to duck rice store
Den to parkway
Den to east coast

Hees
Wad interested me the most
Is we went arcade and played the simulator
Damn damn fun
We all shout like hell man
Esp faizal
Can hear the monkey screamin again
Lol
Den we took lots of pic too

Den head down to east coast
Ordered satay beehoon
Satay
Roti john
SOTONG
Stringay
Hees
Yum yum
Den after eatin
We played our goldfish game
Hees
I am the winner man
LOL

Haas
Thanks to grace for drivin us around man
And reali hab fun 2gether
Lookin forward for next week to escape =)

Tmr gonna be a fun fun day too
Hees
I mistaken i workin tmr
Haas
So tmr will be shoppin cum class cum MOVIE time
Hees
WOohoo
Can't wait to see SQ they all and weiwei they all
Haas
lalala

2009-05-31T19:42:00.001-07:00

Lookin for tis

But is all sold out =(

Anyone who saw tis on any of the blog

Let me noe =)

2009-05-31T19:00:00.000-07:00

Ytd SQ come and find me after her work
Thanks for acc me till my end of work
=)
Shall repay u back one day,okay?
Hees
Went to meet eddy 2gether
And hab mac =)
I gt green cup again -__-

O ya o ya
One thing i wanna comment
Today a customer bought sunblock from me
Just for his daughter
His daughter dun wan oily sunblock
And he go around and test different brand sunblock
Tis father realli so sweet and caring towards his daughter
If my father, he confirm ask me go and buy myself de
Haas
Ok na
My father aso super caring de lo
Whenever i reach home
He will ask, eat le ma?
Den if i said haven
He asked me wanna eat ma, den he go kopitam buy for me =)
But dun wan trouble him ba
Haas

Wha
Is like quite long nv see ghim hong they all le lo
Dunno when will everyone be free and out together
=(
Dunno fri plan can go smoothly?

Hees
I am lookin forward to wed man
Outing wit my fyp mates
And grace gt her car
=)
I miss car speedin at the carpark =(

Next week IT fair coming le
I will be on shift =)
Ppl who r interested in buyin compaq laptop and desktop
Can come and find me =)
Hope for more more sales
But sadly
Tis fair SQ they all nv work =(
Hope they will come and visit me ah
Haas
Hint hint ~
Lol

2009-05-30T04:48:00.000-07:00

Friends of mine !!
Pls never gif my number witout my permission
If i noe whoever do tis
U r out of my life

Hate tis kind of ppl who dun show basic respect to ppl!!
Tis kind of ppl dun deserve to be my friend man

2009-05-27T23:22:00.000-07:00

PR and media module again !!!
Tat onli class i feel so shagged of even coming
Stayin longer in tis class
Is like a torture to me ~
If the time can go back
I won even take tis module
OR
NEITHER will i ever come RP to study
The onli things i am not regret
Is able to noe more friends here
But as for study envrionment
Is realli sucks and damn boring ~
I rather hab long lecture man ...

2009-05-26T07:46:00.000-07:00

I am way behind!!

Today UT was damn difficult
Just hope i can score well

Bearin with those droplets
Struggling in my heart
Finding solutions to my problems
And wad worst is
I dunno wad my problem is

I hate bringing troubles to others
And i dun wan cause harm to peeps too
I hate to be the one who lack behind
And i hate myself to be the black sheep to slow down the pace

Despite bringin those hassles
I am not left behind
I hab those veri nice and understanding FYP mates to pull me back
And they are senstive towards my feelin too
Seriously i realli touched by u all
Those droplets drop not cos i am sad or wad
Is i realli dunno wad to say
U all r realli nice to me
I will continue to work hard =)

2009-05-25T04:53:00.000-07:00

Ytd my regular customer come find me to buy stuffs
Happy X3

Today nth much
Abt the same routine =)
Wad funny was when presenting
I said cutie pie instead of cutie toys
Repeat my mistake few times throughout the presentation
Make me keep laughin man ~
An extreme level to bear not to laugh man!!

I realise y mani ppl like to comment on my laughter eh?
Haas
Think one day i shall record it down and listen to it
Hees
Haas
Still remember gt one time
Me, danz and sherry laugh outside the classroom man
Cos of the issue of ren da, da bian chou chou
I laugh till dunno like wad
Till i reach classroom
Den saw siying msn me
Askin i laugh outside the classroom just now ar?
Den i am like SHOCKED?
Omg!!
She can recognise my laughters and is loud enough till the class around us can hear

Kinna lazy to start my revision for tmr UT
=(

2009-05-22T20:24:00.000-07:00

Ytd head down to Centrepoint to work
From 10am to 2pm
Den meet up wit dardar
Den Go plaza sing hab laobeijing
Hees
Damn full xia
I love xiao long bao
But den the xiao long bao there not veri nice
Haas
Think not realli cos i love eatin it
I just feel is fun lo
Wondering hw they put the soup inside

Den after tat cab down to office
It is like so near from plaza sing to great wall
And the cab fee cost me ten plus
But nvm
At least i settle my stuff ba
Den take shuttle bus back to town
Walk here and there
Nth realli caught my eyes
Den headed home
Decided to rest a while b4 headin to PH

When we reach PH
No one is dancing
The atmosphere there is super low
Sian 1/2
Den we cab to boat quay
To find peishan and co
Went to the "Guess where"
One time went there
Usually me and SQ they all
Will go down whisky bar

Peishan and co realli sing well man
Haas
Realli admire someone who can sing veri well de
If my future bf can sing well
Sure add more marks in my heart
And i will ask him to sing to me everyday
LOL
Hmm
Suddenly realise my blog damn boring
Full of words
Haas
Gif me sometime ba
Once i gt my camera
Will upload a lot of pictures le
Now kinna lazy to transfer my phone pic here

Hmm
I think i recently spent too much le =X
Today heading to O sch to pay $120
=(
I alr broke lo
But nvm
Shall chiong for PC fair
=)
Hope can earn $500 for tis pc fair =)

2009-05-21T18:11:00.000-07:00

Good morning =)
Wanna to clarify again
Haas
Ytd not in a stable mode
So i exaggerated =X
I am not alone facing everything

I hab tis following ppl to walk through wit me
My dardar - who put aside her h.w and concern abt me, and keep on worry tat i will be too sad =)
Chingz - Who help me find solutions to my problems, someone a call away, and nv fail to cheer me up =)
Robinson - who keep on comforting me, and even wan to come and find me when i am at bugis alone =)
Monkey - Also said things to comfort me =)
Mars - The silly one who keep on worry i nv takcare of myself, like drunk le, no one bring me home, even go overseas, also cannot stop worrying abt me =)
Big ben - saying things to cheer me up when he can hack abt me when he is rushing his project =)
Guan - The one who constantly care abt me, even how nasty i treat him in the past, he is still there for me, giving me advice, and nv comment the bad stuffs of me.
Jason - Also another silly one, who will read my blog when he is free sometimes, and happen to find me sad again, and he will use his angel words to cheer me up, talk sense to me, and even said sry to me when he is not there for me, but is not yr fault,okay?Dun ever said sry to me again huh. I noe even though we nv contact as much as last time, but we r still important to each other,rite? And remember, witout u in my world, it make a difference, noe ma? =)

Thanks peeps =)
I sad not cos i lost the ipod
Is sad cos of my bro
Once he feel ok le
I will feel better le =)

2009-05-21T07:53:00.000-07:00

Gonna forgoes by desired camera
To buy a new ipod
Spending tis unneed money again
Just cos of my clumsiness
Or perhaps due to my mindset
Keep thinkin ppl around me is good people
Won so bad steal my stuff
But i always wrong
Nv be alerted for tis stuff

My 6th sense alr start warnin me few days ago
So i dun place my wrislet at the front of my backpack
And today it somehw remind me again
Wad abt ipod?
Scarly ppl just pull out?
But when i dun listen to my own advice
=(
I think i realli take thing for granted
Keep thinkin tis spoil tat spoil
Or tis thing lost tat thing lost
Den buy a new one again
Since money can earn again
But tis time round i learnt my lesson
I lost something tat belongs to my bro and me
Yea, i am sad for losing it
But even sadder to see my bro sad too
Is his hard save money
I bet he is more sad den me
Cos last time he dun hab job
So he can onli save money

Hais
I realli dislike myself from being so clumsy and blur
I hope for a change
Or else i confirm won be able to gain trust of my family members again
I am deeply sry ~
Goodbye our red ipod nano
U won be forgotten@!

2009-05-21T05:53:00.000-07:00

Today pon sch
And went tampines 1 and bugis wit geraldine
Happily shoppin
But the happiness does not last

Cos i am tearin right now
All cos i lost the ipod nano
I board the bus
And the music in my ears stopped
I thought the earpiece is loose cos someone accidently pull it
But when i move further in
Wanna take out my ipod
And plug back the ipod
Is gone

I hate tis kind of feelin
Not knowing wad exactly happen
And things just lost like dat
I hate gettin anxious and not knowin wad to do
I hate facing tis kind situation ALONE
No one there to help me
No one there to comfort me
No one there
No one there
No one there
I hate it
I seriously hate it
No one can stop me from being sad
No one there to cheer me up
And i seriously dunno who to find
Dunno who to find tat i can rely on
Dunno who tat can cheer me up
Dunno who will be realli care for me

Hais
I sit there alone
Not knowin wad to do
Searching for help
In the end
Is all pointless
I just cab home
Dun care abt wasting more money
Just hate recalling the situation again

When reach home
All those sentences from my mum, dad, bro
Hurt me a little a little in my heart
Struggling in my heart
I dun do it on purpose
Pls dun blame me
I am sry for losing the ipod tat is shared btw me and my bro
But i realli dun mean it
It is something i used to hab it everyday
When i noe is gonna gone from me forever
I will be sad too
I am sry ~
I hab no one to blame
But blame myself
I am the one at fault

I wonder wad the bad things i done
Y i keep facin tis kind of things
Am i desired to be sad ???
Feelin so miserable when i do something wrong
Seeing my bro feelin so unhappi
I seriously dunno wad to do
But more guilty

2009-05-19T18:14:00.000-07:00

=(
I realli feel freakin tired and quite stress
Next tues i having my UT le
But i hab work on Sun, mon and tues
Gonna find a replacement on mon and tues
Mon to revise for my test
Tues cos i will be having test after sch
So gonna end veri late
Gosh ~
All the part timers was either on shift or sching man

And i am simply lazy to head to office
To go settle my member stuffs man =(
Dunno when should i go?
Must go b4 tis fri
Or else i won get any pay tis mth

Arghh~
My fyp portal aso lackin behind
Shall chiong le
Gonna work hard for just tis and next week
Den i will get my 2 weeks holiday le
Den somehw can relax man =)

And woohoo
Saw some clothes tat interest me at topshop
Gonna go try it out soon =)
And the bag and shoes is nice too
Woohoo
I can't wait for GSS
So i gonna get my pay tis mth
So i can spend like hell
Wahaha
But is just onli few hundred bucks
Cannot realli buy much too
Somemore hw to survive few hundred bucks
For 2 weeks of holiday which fall under GSS period

The thing i wan to buy most
Is canon camera
I long for it for damn long le na
But pretty expensive to me right now
Is $549
And i realise the canon camera i long for
Is discontinued
Dunno ching's bf still gt sell ma
If not i gonna aim for another one
Which is $549 too
Wahaha

I miss all my friends =)
I miss all my ex classmates =)
I miss SQ tat clinque =)
I miss my dar dar
I miss my 2 young friends, jezemine and candy
I miss my working mates
I miss my 6 sisters
I miss so many ppl
Haas
But nowadays, dun realli hab time to meet them up
So peeps!!
Wait for June
Den let go out together eh?

2009-05-19T08:58:00.000-07:00

Recently my brain like not functioning well
=(
Keep forgetting stuffs
Like today
Forget to bring punch card again
And tis mth i like gt 4 punch card le
Surely get scolding by lavonne again
Den most of my friends hab changed their ezlink card
And i am left unknowingly
And nv go change
And lots of stuffs happen ba

Ytd gt a big fly fly to my counter
And today come another dragonfly
Damn sickening lo
Make me cannot stay at my counter
And distract me from serving customers
Haas
O ya, today grp wit the 2 mad guys again
Keep sayin i nv eat medicine
-_-
I bet they r the ones who r crazy lo
And one of them said i am veri funny
Cos of the way i talk
The way I talk veri funny meh?
Haas
But overall, they r nice person na
Keep encouraging me to talk
=)
But next week won grp wit them le
Hope i can grp wit weiwei ba
Wahaha!!

2009-05-17T17:51:00.001-07:00

Aww..
Is been days since i last saw tat bloody roti prata bird
Even now i still remember hw it look like
Still feel sry for it
Thought of scolding tat killer of tis bird in my heart
But aso cannot blame the killer cos he/she might not noe wad happen too
Hmm..
When seein tis bird
Thought of last time me and my ex
Actualli nearly quarrel cos of a cockroach
Cos he go and torture the poor cockroach na
Haas
Peeps, dun mistaken tat i still cannot forget my ex
But is just here to emphasize that
Next time it would be better to find a bf who is animal lover
Or won torture creatures and animals de
Guys who r kind hearted tends to attract gals =)

2009-05-15T06:05:00.000-07:00

Everything need two hands to clap!!!
Nature take it course den

可不可以爱我

2009-05-15T05:41:00.000-07:00

为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定
努力开拓话题
最後却溃不成军
为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你
你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我
快乐还是寂寞
为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你
你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我快乐还是寂寞
想念燃烧个不停
我快置身灰烬
你是我的呼吸
你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我能给我什麽
快乐还是寂寞

http://www.cococ.com/play/297461.html
Do listen =D

2009-05-14T23:46:00.000-07:00

Just off work
Thought of buyin old chang kee for mum
So go buy o
Bought curry o and some other dat i think mum will eat de

But =(
When reach home
I pluck up my courage and told her
I bought old chang kee
She ignored me totally =(

Last time she angry wit me
Aso won ignore till like dat de lo
And last time i aso nv go bother her when she is angry
Just wait for her to talk to me
But now i changed le
Yet?

Today thought of being a gd gal
Not going pub le
Dun wan make her further angry for going home late

HEES
OPPS
AT THIS MOMENT
While i am typin tis blog
She talked to me
WAHAHA
She asked me eat le ma
Y buy so mani?
=)
=)
=)
Lol ~
Type here is ok, won lose face cos she forever won read my blog de
=)
Ok..
Shall end here

2009-05-14T08:52:00.000-07:00

http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/beyonce-lyrics/broken,,hearted-girl-lyrics.html

Express it ~

2009-05-14T07:39:00.000-07:00

Ytd gt a big big quarrel wit parents
Till now
We still haven talk

I was realli down in moods man
And i realise my health gettin worse too
Gastric will get affected while i am too agitated
But dun care le

But there is one thing realli cheer me up
The reply from .. is not so what i am expected
I am like keep smiling away
The same, what will be, will be
Hope everything goes wad it will be
=D

I realise i am realli bad in communicating wit someone 1st
Brain hab no qns to ask
Onli will ask wad u doing..
Tell me hw to sustain it long =(

Heart drained =(

2009-05-12T08:16:00.000-07:00

Tired not in the physically
But in the mentally too
Story of my life
Searching for the rights
Is totally shag me up
Question mark in doing the next step

Hai ~
Pondering do u noe u the one i mentioned in the story?
And if u noe, r u replyin to me or?
Clear my doubts!!
I dun wan slpless nights anymore ~
Ph tmr?

2009-05-10T20:58:00.000-07:00

我还在相信你太自然的谎言
以为幸福还有可能实现
你的心总有另一面我看不见
我依然把你当做是我的天
你愿意保留给我的时间在递减
你却说这和爱不爱都没有关联
我不懂我们还是不是同心圆
如果心变了怎么会不明显
你的爱早已经不同我的心缺了一个洞
我像是失去心跳的不倒翁动也不能动
你的爱我已经不懂我的爱没有用
如果你问起我假装不痛
我们的回忆弄掉了我都不敢捡
你渐渐的改变是暂时还是永远
我不懂我们还是不是同心圆
如果心变了怎么会不明显
你的爱早已经不同我的心缺了一个洞
我像是失去心跳的不倒翁动也不能动
你的爱我已经不懂我的爱没有用
如果你问起我假装不痛
你施舍的寂寞让我比一无所有更难过 OH BABY
我不奢求给我一个结果
如果要走至少要告诉我
你的爱早已经不同我的心缺了一个洞
我像是失去心跳的不倒翁动也不能动
你的爱我已经不懂我的爱没有用
如果你问起我假装不痛

I love music
I love singing
All cos
Tis is the onli way to express my inner feelings ~

I will keep tryin on

2009-05-09T05:12:00.000-07:00

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin'
You'll never reach it

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be Another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting
On the other side It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that I'm gonna remember most yeah

2009-05-08T20:23:00.000-07:00

I am pretty glad i found a new classmate, weiwei
Who gt same interest and passion as me
=D

Bloated stomach wit toxic
Tired but cannot fall asleep

2009-05-07T09:32:00.000-07:00

Onli the fittest survive
Tat the stress of human beings ba

Been 3 days of work after sch and 1 day of FYP
I gonna collapse soon le
Tiredness

Awaiting to join old sch
Probably tis mth or next mth den

Think guys words still cannot be believe
They said they love u
But after rejection
Or said wait for u
But wait for a period of time
See no one anymore
True love still hard to find
Or impossible to find?
To me now, even to find someone i love and he love me
Is veri veri veri hard too
Diggin a needle from the sea
Perhaps it takes forever or never?
All tis depends on fate ba
To let me see when i got the desired needle

2009-05-04T20:36:00.000-07:00

From now on
Every hour,every min, every sec vary

2009-05-04T08:32:00.000-07:00

Today was a tirin day for me
Rush to work after lesson
Nearly fall asleep during work too
O ya
Wad interest me is tat there is ambulance comin in
To send one of the gals to hospital man
Think is cos she gt fever ba

Nowadays i dun feel wasting time anymore
Cos of the exist of swine flu
Make me feel like the time left is limited
We dun even noe hw long will we live till
So gonna enjoy life b4 any regrets

Sometimes i do find guys veri hard to understand
But i still believe wad i see it in my own eyes and feelin

My old friend will be comin back tmr ba
will we still able to contact smoothly
Or change?

Tiredness =(

My sometimes

2009-05-01T20:30:00.000-07:00

My sometimes ~

Sometimes i do realli wanna find a bf
Sometimes i do realli envy ppl wit such a nice bf
Sometimes i realli feel like breakin off all contacts wit guys
Sometimes i realli hate guys
Sometimes i realli feel like goin for my passion and tat all
Sometimes i realli feel suffocated by those unhappiness
Sometimes i realli sick of tis world
Sometimes i realli break down
Sometimes i realli wish there is someone always there for me
Sometimes i realli feel like doin wadever i wan witout concernin other's feelin
Sometimes i realli veri attitude
Sometimes i said things i dun mean it to my loved ones
Sometimes i hate myself from being blur
Sometimes i realli feel stress up
Sometimes i realli wonder who will be my MR right
Sometimes i will wonder when will i get attached again
Sometimes i feel y world is so unfair
Sometimes y i take initative but does not get wad i wan

All tis sometimes perhaps show i hab no goals
But one thing i for sure
I nv realli go for the guy i love
Or perhaps i can say i nv make initative to love someone 1st
Or even i am interested in someone
And i realise he show no much interest in me
I gif up ~
Sometimes it makes me realli envy those gals who will strive their best to win the guy's heart
Maybe tis is just wad i am

2009-05-01T19:40:00.000-07:00

Head still having blue black =(
All cos me and girlfriend bang till each other durin club on wed
Bang two times xia
Haas
Dunno wad we doin tat day

2009-05-01T13:37:00.000-07:00

Back from PH
Dun realli enjoy it today
Sucky music
But fancy those moves from those guys
I saw the passion in them
Make me feel like being one of them
Haas
Seein their moves Seem like watchin those dance competition
Fantastic ~
But not as fantastic as Hei Jiao
If gt a chance
I realli hope to see Hei Jiao perform in real life

2009-04-29T19:56:00.000-07:00

Ytd went zouk cum Dbl O
Rather happenin
Rather great experience
Rather fun
=D

Considerin goin zouk wit girlfrien next thurs

2009-04-28T06:32:00.000-07:00

Those harshy words
Strong front
Soury heart

It does hurt myself too ~
U r just like the reflection of me, my dearest sis

2009-04-26T04:18:00.001-07:00

Just back from a short jog
Feel so much refresh =)

Today i stayed at home for the whole day man
Haas
Now changed
Last time seldom see me at home
But now my home is no longer my hotel le

Haas
Mother day coming soon le
Gonna get wad for my mum ne?
Or bring her go lao beijing?
Think i should find one day bring her go bugis buy some tonic
Den change a movie =)
Is been years since she watch movie

Haas
Recently miss lao beijing so much
Haas
Hab tons of fun there b4 =)

And i am wondering should i get bb cream from the face shop or online?
Face shop is like 40 plus
And online is onli 19 bucks
But not sure whether the cream suits my skin ma
But nvm
I gt up to may 4 like dat to make my decision

Schoolin tmr again
Sian ~
And i am addicted to restaurant city
Woohoo ~
Any kind souls, if u gt onion, leek or CREAM
Pls text me
Is urgent =)

2009-04-24T03:16:00.000-07:00

Hello

I'mma back again
Today lesson was not bad
Kinna enjoy it
But think my class was quite quiet
And the faci kinna strict
Woohoo
Ltr gonna hab a fantatic feast =)
Can't wait for tat
But of cos
I got to watch my diet
Hees

Tmr ching birthday celebration
Can't wait for it
*Smiles
Must be a great gathering session
Think i gonna see hw my ex classmates look right now
Hees

2009-04-23T09:05:00.000-07:00

Someone told me a short story

1<----------------------------------->2
i am standing at point 1
you are standing in the middle of point 1 & 2 .
as it was a river tat are in rush in water .
i am standing at point 1 .
there will so many pple wish to save you up from point 2
do you know y . all cant save you up to the bank ?
cause .
you nv really raise up ur hand to let them save .
i throw a floating board for you .
cause i know , you nid something to make you overcome everything .
giving you a floatin board to make you be safer .
as i am at the bank waiting to pull you up .

2009-04-22T22:23:00.000-07:00

The heart is not numb yet ~

A mistake

2009-04-20T06:07:00.000-07:00

1st day of school
Become the 1st joke for the class?

I thought today start class at 1oam
So still thought it is rather early for me to reach class at 9.50

So i went to my class
Push the door
Gt a shock tat why faci and all the students there
Is like so damn early man

Den my faci asked me "r u in the right class"
I look around to see whether is there pamela and melissa
Opps, nv see them lei
So i said i think i got into the wrong class
Den walk out the class

Den when i am out of the class
I am confused
Dunno where is my class man
Thought is tat class i went?
Gosh, hw man?

Den gt a gal from just now tat class come out
And said u r in the right class
Den -_-
Went back into the class again
Every of them like laughin man =(

I feel i am sotong one more time man
Argh ~
But my classmates was not bad ba =)
Awaiting to see my classmates for tmr

PS: I am suffering from sunburnt, ouch!

I wan holidays

2009-04-19T05:26:00.000-07:00

Finally the sentosa trip!!
I am burning hot ~

Tmr start sch le
Tis is wad i call a sianzation!!
Gt to intro and wadever shit man
Hais
I Hate sch to the fullest ~

2009-04-18T05:11:00.000-07:00

Happy sales for the last day of workin for tis month
But tired
Fall asleep on the bus =(

Or can i said i am super tired these few days?
Gonna work hard and not waste the efforts ba

Hope tmr sentosa trip will be a success
Haas =)

Hope i can find a better job too =)

Kinship vs friendship
A disappointment !!

2009-04-16T01:13:00.001-07:00

I am sry for the hurts caused ~

2009-04-12T05:22:00.000-07:00

Sometimes Lonely
Sometimes not knowin wad to do
Sometimes feel like findin a listenin ear
But so?

I noe i could not rely on anyone anymore

Fuck life

2009-04-08T04:25:00.001-07:00

Workin hab been part of my habit
And
Now habit is gone

Sorrow
Despaired
Pissed
Disappointed
Anger
Confused
Unsatisfied
Hatred
Unhappy

I just wish all tis mixed feelings are gone soon
Dun make me feel suffocated

2009-04-05T07:49:00.001-07:00

She is curious ~

The moment of truth

2009-03-31T08:08:00.000-07:00

Enjoyed myself a lot today
Now i realise hw fortunate i am
I hab a grp of friends who realli care
Maybe except for one
But who care
I aso nv treat tat one as my true friend =)

Sry peeps for lying to u all
But yr replies realli make me feel damn touched
Do u all noe?
Rosebel is the 1st who call
And sound realli anxious
Follow by eddy
But dun dare to ans cos he is too smart to spoil my plan
Den Mr nice man (Alson)
Sounded anxious and wanted to visit me too
But in the end laugh non stop
Den hong yuan replied and he aso called SQ to clarify
And SQ called
Eddy keep callin too
Lastly followed by ghim hong replied

SQ even wanted to visit me after her work man
And Ghim hong wanted to visit me tmr too
So touched by all of them =(

But i get Scolded by eddy
But i dun feel angry but happy =)
Cos i hab so mani friends who concern of me
U all should try it out man
It will gif u kind of special feelin
kind of warmth
And even more ensured tat i found the right friends

Thanks for being there peeps
Love u all so much
And those who i nv mentioned
I love u all too =)

2009-03-30T04:20:00.000-07:00

我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

Live wit passion and not wit regrets

2009-03-29T09:56:00.000-07:00

Wad is my talent?
None?
Yet found?

But ...
Right now right here
I wan to live wit my passion
I dun wan to live wit regrets !!!

Let me start my 1st step man ~
I am serious tis time round
Deeply engrossed in it

Make it real
Make it happen
Make it success

Ps : Thanks for comin back my buddy

My dream

2009-03-26T01:00:00.000-07:00

27 march is a day i always lookin forward too
A day tat i wish it come fast
A day of a start of my dream

I always afraid the plan cannot go well
Cos it failed b4
So when the day come nearer
I am afraid there might be anythin crop up
And i cannot fulfill it again =(

I admit i am realli veri lousy
Afraid of facin things alone
Hais ~
Hope the best for tmr

I dun wan to assume i dun hab fate wit my dream ~
I willin to gif up wadever i can for it

My experience at home

2009-03-25T00:40:00.000-07:00

Is been quite long i nv stay much at home
Thinkin back in my sec sch life
During holidays
I always spend my days at home or out for shoppin
But now my holidays are always given to work

Ytd i stayed at home
And i experienced workers comin lvl to lvl to clean our block
* Spraying water
In preparation to paint our building
And nv to their expect
They faced a sudden bees attack from my upper storey
And one of the worker was sting
Is quite saddening to see them workin so hard
And gt to face tis incident
I was wondering
If i was them
Hw will i react to?
Tis tell us we need to prepare everything for the worst
Things which look simple might not come out as wad u expected too
Same goes to r.s
When u r in r.s
Wit a guy u love deeply
And there might not be arguments btw u two
But u nv noe one day he might just break up wit u
Telling u reason like we dun suit each other or even feelin faded
Things are always unexpected ~
Or the guy who interested in u now
Can aso just stop msgin u for nth

And wad i experienced for today will be
I hab been spendin a lot witout thinkin
I must strive to save more den ~
I nv hab the thoughts tat wad if i lost my job
And cannot find a new one
Hw am i goin to survive?
Everything is unexpected
And is realli hard to predict the future
Especially a economic tat facing economic crisis now

Stayin at home
Suffering from the nasty smell of paint
But i feel a warmth in my heart
Where all my family members are all in
And i found tat is been long since i went to my nearby market to walk around
I used to like to go down when i am young
Followin my dad down
And keep pestering him to buy tis and tat for me
Or else i dun wan go home
But now
Is realli look different ~
And with more knowledges gained for tis past few years
I realise there is difference btw hw the ppl in coffee shop or sell vege ones with the shoppin centre
We realli cannot expect much from them
They gif me a feelin tat we like owe them money when buyin stuffs from them
I am thinkin
If they improve in their attitude
It will create more repeated customers in return
Cos i think there will be ppl who dun mind payin more just for the RIGHT attitude

But i think it is somehw a culture goin on ba
I believe one day there will be a change =D

A sudden thought

2009-03-23T20:19:00.000-07:00

The "crush" u used to hab
No longer there ~

2009-03-22T01:17:00.000-07:00

Kind of disappointed

I am awaiting for 27 march
Make it real =D

Shoppin for life

2009-03-20T19:18:00.000-07:00

Ytd went shoppin wit my dardar(cousin)
Wha ~
Is like finally i can walk properly le
But still gt ugly scars on my foot
But ytd moods was gd
Shop non-stop for 8 hrs like dat
And i bought a lot of stuffs too
Bought
~Ribbon rubber band ($5)
~Headband ($3.90)
~Baggage bag ($49.90)
~White pocket shirt ($39.90)
~Two tank top ($20.00)
~Shoes($39.90)

Still gt more to go =)
My wishlists for tis month
~Shoes from river island or
~Red kappa shoes or
~Vans shoes wit Heart design
~Black Cotton on shorts
~Zara tee
~New black jeans
~A brown belt
~A gold and black watch or
~OBM jelly watch or
~FCUK watch
~And more clothes =D

Gonna work hard to earn more man =D
Jiayou for a Gucci wallet!!

Hmm
As for today
Early in the mornin
Went to Cck cemetry to pray
Is like the 1st time i go there
Was damn tired
As ytd did not slp well
But is okay
Grandpa and Grandmum more important
Hees
And is also quite a adventurous trip for me!!

Think ltr goin NYP wit my cousin and Co to purchase her lappy
Den after tat gonna head to Bugis
And shop again!!
Hope i will find more stuffs i like
=D

2009-03-19T08:49:00.000-07:00

Mine is the red ladybird

Hees

Nice nice?

New earpiece

2009-03-19T08:45:00.000-07:00

Today finally go back to work
No sales again =(
Feelin kinda sian le
Hais

But when i reach home
I am damn happy cos
I recieved my new earpiece
Love it till hell
I think i gonna get more stuffs from the blogshop le
=) Smile
Tis few days i realli smile a lot
I feel tat i gettin happier

Lastly i wanna say sry to my dear Chingz =D
I am sry tat i cannot join u all tmr
=(
But no worries,
I will find one day ask u out de,okay?
Miss u
And i won forget yr bday present

Love u all loads
Wahaha

Injection

2009-03-17T00:26:00.000-07:00

Seen another doctor le ~
=(
The doctor cut my wound xia
And i still gt an injection on my butt
Damn painful
And i was given lots and lots of medicine
Think gt 4 packets xia
And aso cream and lotion for my leg
I nv expect a leg can be so serious
Till need to inject and eat so mani medicine

Doctor still said if my wound feel pain or nv recover
Must immediate go back le
Cos quite serious le
1 week swollen le
And i gt MC too
Wha
Sian
Dun tell me i gt to stay at home for 2 weeks?
Hais ~
Feel so shag !!!

I wanna go out real soon man =(

=(

2009-03-16T07:35:00.000-07:00

Something nasty happened
At tat point of time
I dunno who to approach ~
And the one i wan to approach cannot be approached
Cos her phone lost

=(

2009-03-12T19:32:00.000-07:00

Arghh
Ppl go out and earn money
And i gt to stay at home =(
All cos of the tupi swollen leg
I am glad tat i gt nice in charge - Mr Alson
Hees
Right now ~
I am not afraid of getting injection
Just dun wan it to become more swollen
And let me walk normally again
And let me back to the IT fair
Haas
Cos of tis feet
I find it so hard and pain to walk
Cos it is all swollen and is stiff for me to walk
Aiya
I shall wish my swollen gone by tmr =D

And thanks for those concern
My bestfriend - guan, Shiqi and rosebel
My cousin - Dardar
And not forgettin ...

And through it
I realise maybe u changed
I like nv receive the same care and concern from u again
The msges u replied is slower den before
The msges u sent to me is lesser
And when u noe i am suffering cos of my leg
U dun seem to care much as b4
Since like dat
Wad is the point of contacting?
When the feelin u gif me now is different
U seems to stand a important place in my heart
Let me noe tat u will always be there for me
And whenever i meet wit difficulty
I will find u
But now ...
I dunno hw to describe
Am i still the good friend u treasure?
Should i just let go of u, my gd buddy?
Witout me, i dun think there is any differences yea ~

2009-03-11T07:54:00.000-07:00

Some ppl make me feel tat
When they need u
They contact u

But when they dun need u
Or feel sick of u?
They will throw u aside

I seen no point of keepin tis kind of person on my side =D

I will onli treasure the ones who worth it
Those who dun worth it
LEAVE IT

My pain pain leg

2009-03-11T06:28:00.000-07:00

I can't walk properly =(

My foot now is damn swollen
And gt a big bruise
And i got to eat 5 days of antibotics and medicine
Hais

Not able to walk well
Is a torture to me
To someone who like walkin so much
Argh
Dun said abt walking
Standing also a difficulty for me now
And i cannot even walk covered shoes nor sandal
Onli slipper for me
=(

WTH ~
Sianzation
Why tis kind of thing keep happenin to me?
Everytime said long time nv hurt my leg
Or long time nv sick
Or even haolianing abt i won get fever under rain
Den end up wad i said won one
Will happen to me =(
I like cursing myself xia

And somemore i having IT fair from tmr to tis sun
I wonder hw am i gonna suffer it
Gonna pamper me wit more sweets to forget the pain ba =D

Hais
Goodbye everyone

I love all my besties =D

2009-03-09T04:11:00.001-07:00

I fallin SICK again
Poor health na ~

Everytime under the sun too much
Or under the rain
Den tat bestfriend of mine(fever) will come le

Woohoo
Finally i open bill xia
And i am so lucky tat the customer came
When i am about to leave in disappointment
Lalala
Hope more comin up next
Haas
Dun let me hab the thoughts
Tat wit new hair colour
My sales luck will be gone
Haas

Tmr sentosa trip cancelled cos i havin fever soon le
Shall change it to next mon or tues ba
Hees
And lastly i love seeing new tags from my friends =D
Life cannot get better witout FRIENDS
MY FUN LOVING FRIENDS

I realise ~
Comparing a veri pretty gal
But witout friends

And a ugly and fat gal
But wit friends

Which one is luckier?
In the past
I will think looks is the most important stuffs
But it is wrong
Friends is then important
=D

So i will love all my friends
Lalala ~

Dun make me fall in love in u !!

2009-03-08T04:00:00.000-07:00

Today wake up and head to Sentosa
Is damn hot there
And we managed to find nick
After tat went to vivo and walk around
Den head back home
Is a long long journey
Take a short nap on the bus
But my head knock onto the window
And wake me up
Argh !!

I startin to feel tired le =(
Keep on feel like enjoyin life
Dun realli feel like workin anymore le
...........

To be continued

=)

2009-03-07T03:21:00.000-08:00

Ytd went pubbin wit
SQ
Alson
Ding long
Si ying
Clarence
Berlin
Eddy
Quan hui ~
Haas
Enjoyed myself quite a lot
Haas
But ARGHH !!!
Some ppl keep laughin at me
Makin me so confused
Think my head pain is not cos of wearin hair band
Is too confused le
Dunno wad they r laughin o
Haas
But nvm
Laughin is better den emoing ma
Haas
First time went pub wit Siying wor
Hees
Hope there will be more to go =D
First time went wit berlin too
A new friend i made on tat day =D
She veri friendly
But think she is upset on tat day?
Hope she feelin better now =D
O sad too
Rosebel, HY and Ghim hong nv join us =(
Hope next time there will be more ppl yea

AND I WANNA COMMENT SOMETHIN I ANGRY ABT TOO
From the start we order the songs till we go back
Our songs still not yet to be sang by us
But my friends come le, jiu can immediately sing the songs le lo
Argh ~
Dislike the pub le
Should go back to plasma tv de better =)
Opps
Is not plasma tv, think is plasma KTV ba

Today start work
Damn reluctant to wake up
But pull myself up
Arghh ~
Encounter some unhappy stuffs but dun mention it le ba
And aso zero sales man =(
Bad bad day
Tmr goin sentosa le o
Hope it will be a fun day
Plus get more information abt contiki in return =)
And hope i won get sunburnt too
LALALA ~
Shag tat i cannot join all my besties to IT SHOW trainin
Probably meet after tat ba =)

I start to miss SQ tat grp le =)
Hees
And aso start to miss
Candy
Jezemine
Zinc
My dar dar
My girlfriend
Huining
Lin jia
Kailing
Pei ching
Xuan min
Tricia
And ...
Wanna go out wit them soon =D

Moreover
I wanna thanks SQ
And sry for causin u troubles too =(
Everlastin friendship,okay?
I dun wan to lose contact wit any of u
Cos u all r the true friends i want to keep
And not those friends who will hurt me =D

a happi day

2009-03-05T07:25:00.000-08:00

I been through it le ~
O MAN !!!
...
I always hab the thinkin will there be one day i forgt to wake up for my work
AND
Today i realli nv wake up
I understand hw it feels
O my ~
Hao xia ren o
And i'mma like 2 hours and 30 min late for work =x
But i am glad i am lucky tat lavonne take 2 days leave
So heng =)
Nv get any scoldin
WAHAHA ~
So lucky
But no sales for me today =(

After work
Meet up wit SQ and Hong yuan
And head to marina square to shop for gifts
Woohoo
I finally gt the zara skirt i long for
Kinna like one black jacket too
But when i decided to get it
The shop is closed =(
And I found one person who gt the same style as me =)
Maybe next time can share where we usually shop
All thanks to SQ
Den head to arcade to "humph"
So sad i could not get any toy =(
Bla bla bla

Not fair one
SQ so lucky to get a cute bear
I am feelin JEALOUS le na
SQ, SEE WAD I WRITTEN =)
Tmr cook NICE NICE to bu chang my sadness today
WAHAHA
Tmr will be headin to town den to steamboat den to PUB
Woohoo
I will be enjoyin it man =)
Woohoo
Think i wanna get tat brown heels
Wahaha
Lots of things i wan to get
WHA
Thinkin abt the brown heels
Make me think abt chippy
LOL ~
Yum yum
Haas
Opps
Must faster go prepare to learn song le
Or else tmr go pub dunno hw to sing
LOL ~!

MY FRIENDS ARE ALL LOVED BY ME =)
Muacks ~

2009-03-04T06:07:00.000-08:00

I am troubled !!

A new hairdo

2009-03-03T07:46:00.000-08:00

Today Went to office to pass up my commission thingy
Hees
Finally gt my chilly foaming cleanser
Yum yum ~
Dun mistaken
I dun eat cleanser
Haas
Just love the smell of it =)

Den head back to town
Went zara
Saw 2 skirts i love
And one wind breaker
Dunno which one to buy
Or buy ALL?
But if wear wind breaker in spore
Like a bit wierd hor?
Can't make decision now lei
LOL
And i dye my hair le
Shall faster take photos and post it soon
Haas
Is kinna different ba
I am not used to it yet
Hope it suit me ba =)

I'mma lookin forward to FRIDAY =)

And lastly
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to CHIA TIAN SHUN =)

Family day

2009-03-02T05:29:00.000-08:00

=(
Today zero sales
Somemore work at taka na =(
After work
Head home and change
Den bring parents go causeway for dinner
Wanna treat them eat ding tai feng de
But search the causeway
Cannot find o
Haas
Cos there is no ding tai feng there
LOL
Den we head to crystal jade for our dinner
Haas
The food there is not bad
U ppl can go try
The fish kinna cheap
Is like $13.80
Happy to see my family enjoy their meal =)

Is like been years we nv travel out together
And finally today we went out together
Next time i shall bring them go bugis there eat bak ku *tea
Haas
Last time when i am young
My father always bring me there
But is like 6 years ago or more?
Haas

Tis month i onli hab 13 workin days
And 4 days of IT show
So should spend more time wit family and friends =)
Woohoo
Tis comin fri gt steamboat at SQ hse
Lookin forward to it
Haas
But one time troubled me is tat dunno my frien able to make it for the dance class ma =(
Hope she can

Tmr will be goin Great world city yea
Den maybe walk walk around wit felicia
=)

I MISS MY GIRLFRIEND

2009-03-01T09:11:00.001-08:00

Last but not least
GIRLFRIEND
I WILL MISS U DE ~
Pls take gd care of yrself at shanghai
And hope u realli enjoy there
Come back le, must share wit me yr experiences there o
Muacks =)
Contact me when u r back
I will be lookin forward to meet u de =)
Love and misses

2009-03-01T09:03:00.000-08:00

Today hab FYP meetin
Den after tat went to meet dardar
Den head home

Just now chatted wit my so called didi on msn
He told me he fight in sch
Hais
I noe he does not do it on purpose
must be all the malay boi's fault
I hope nth will happen to him xia
He is such a smart and adorable kid
I dun wan see him landed up like his bro
Neither do i wan his gf to suffer the days witout him
I can understand all these feelings

I can see tat he surely is someone who is sensible
And hab a bright future
And i aso veri thankful to him for cheerin me up
I remember last time i cried at his hse
Cos the necklace his bro gif me is spoilt
And when his bro dun care abt me
And he ask me do i need any help?
Hais
I realli dun wan to see anythin bad happen to him
May god bless him and his family

I noe his family members are all kind souls
They sure deserve a better life
God is just being unfair man
Y can't treat their family better ne?

And i misses the days when he call me and ask me where is his bearbear and doggie
And last time hw we bullied each others
Haas
REALLY miss it =(
I won forget the days i been through wit him and his brother de =)
I just hope the best for their family

Pictures time =)

2009-02-28T20:57:00.000-08:00

Pictures time

Zhilianing at k Box

Me and SQ at k box =)

Me and another shirley at workplace =)

She a veri funny and friendly gal

Hab lots of fun wit her =)

Me and dili at workplace too

Hees

We always do funny things together

Opps

~ Ppl ~

Those who gt view my blog

Pls leave them yr link,okay?

I wanna start to link u all le =)

And those who dun hab a blog de

Pls at least tag,can?

At least i noe whether my blog is viewed or not =(

Dun shy =)

Enjoyment

2009-02-28T20:44:00.000-08:00

Woo hoo
I shall blog 27 and 28 feb entry together

On the 27th
Actualli meetin wit ning to go sign up for our dream =)
But she not feelin well
So probably change to next week le
Den meet up wit SQ,rosebel,eddy and wangzhi at AMK
Watch maley and me
Quite touchin o
Heard tat SQ cried till veri ..
Wahaha
I bet the movie must be veri saddenin to those who hab dog b4
Den after tat
Me and SQ went to k boxin
Clementi k box again
Again the familiar faces but lack of one person i always saw de le
Haas
We thought we can use the coupon but end up cannot
So total bill 60$ plus
Den after tat cab home
Haas
Tis is my 1st time goin k box wit SQ
=)
Enjoyed it
Hope there will be more outin comin up
And BTW
Happi bday to Ghim hong
Haas
I dun think he noe i gt a blog
LOL ~

28th feb
Wake up in the mornin
Havin sore throat
I was wonderin am i singin or shoutin
Haas
Late for work again =(
I am like everyday like at least 10 min for work lo
Haas
Even break time aso come back late
Opps
Hees
Breaktime went to eat ding tai feng wit xiaojo
Haas
I love the xiao long bao loads man
Hees, gt the "zhi" inside de
So fun lo
Haas
Den after work
Met up wit karen and girlfriend at bugis
We went walkin around and round
Dunno wad to eat and in the end
We decided to eat sushi
Haas
Hab great time wit them
Realli hab lots of fun
Haas, but poor girlfriend keep kanna shoot
And me too
They all keep disturbin me when i am replyin msg =(
So bad lo ~
Unlike GIRLFRIEND onli go out and talk to GALfrien onli hor
Haas
Girlfriend going china for attachment le
Saddenin to me xia
Gonna miss her a lot
I bet she will miss my "golden mouth" too de,rite?

Hees
I love u ppl loads =)
Today gonna meet up wit danz they all for FYP meetin
=)
Gdbye

2009-02-25T07:06:00.000-08:00

Today workin at Taka
Abt the same routine again
After work
Headed home to change
And out i go
To sheng siong to buy ingredients
I planned to make cookies for my sec sch besties
As well as poly ppl
But make till now
The cookies seem so different from last time i made

I think i should announce it "KO"
Feelin so so sleepy now
And i think i am not responsible enough
Halfway makin the cookies
And i am here bloggin
LOL
And my poor mother and cousin was lookin after them
HAAS ~
Oppss

Haiyo
On the bus
I still dream i make the cookies until damn nice
And was decidin who to gif
And who to package it
BUT NOW
Dun need think le
Haas
Sian half
But no worries ppl
I will try again next time
I bet next time it will be a success
Blink blink
And i feelin super sleepy now
But still cannot slp
Hais

But no matter wad
COOKIES
I won gif up on u
U r the nicest cookies i ever eaten
LOL
Haas
Nothin taste better than somethin u made =)
Rite rite?

I am troubled
Today i saw my ah bei again
It hurts me when i saw him gettin older and skinner day by day
And i hate myself for not able to help him
Seein him board the bus
Standin near the door there
Inside my heart
I realli feel like shoutin
Shout to anyone on seat
Said can u just stand up and let the old ppl sit
And tell the ppl around him to let him in nearer
Is dangerous for old ppl to stand near the door

I wan to earn a lot
I dun wan waste anytime
I wan my closed ones to be blessed
I can wait to earn money
But he cannot wait to be served by us
I gonna work harder from now on
I feel like goin to open a account for him
But parents dun allow
Hw?
I can understand wad my parents did is for my own goods
Scared ltr he use my money to go gamble or ...
And scared he keep on takin money from me
But i dunno wad should i do to help him
I just wan the best of him
He now goin 70 le
No time to waste
I wan him to enjoy his rest of his life
Hais
Lastly i confirm gettin a camera
I wan to take down all the memories i hab wit all my closed ones

May god bless

Sry

2009-02-23T20:00:00.000-08:00

Woohoo ~
Today off day
Ltr goin out ba
Hees
I can't wait to go and check it out

Ytd went to catch movie " look for a star"
Is pretty funny
U all should go and watch
Haas
Maybe i will rate is 8/10?

Ytd u told me yr change in feelin
I am speechless
I dunno wad to say
And frankly speakin
I dunno wad i am thinkin
I can feel tat yes, maybe yr love for me is not there le
Cos i dun think u mind yr frien wanna noe me
Haas
But all is not important le
We r friends right now
And single life is gd,rite?
I am enjoyin it right now

All i wanna said is tat thanks for bein there for me in my darkest moments
And u nv gif up in cheerin me up
And think witout u
I dunno wad i will become to
I can say u r a veri nice guy
But too bad, i dun suit u
I dun wan to be unfair to u
Who noe the next r.s, i will treat my bf badly?
So i won step into another r.s b4 i gt the confidence
I dun wan to hurt anyone i love =)

Thanks to all who bein there for me when i need u
And sorri for my bad temper
And thanks for those who bought things for my valentine day to cheer me up
And those who i dun reply and ignore, i am sry
I wan time on my own
And i am back to myself

And lastly

SRY for those who i hurt b4

Tired

2009-02-22T03:40:00.000-08:00

The same routine again =(
Tis time round
I am realli tired

But i somehw hab fun =)
Hees
Another shirley work wit me today
And we r crazy
We challenged "guess who will take the blotter"
LOL
And i lost =(
We aso challenged who can throw the blotter the further
Haas
But i won
But hwever in the end i still lose
LOL ~
Tmr workin wit her again
Dunno wad will we come up wit tmr to play wit
Haas
I miss Agnes B (humph)
No na, kiddin
Is just an entertainment nia
LOL
Think u all won noe wad i talkin abt
Haas
Onli kenzo and anna sui ppl will noe ba
Hees

TIRED ~
Lalala

Lalala

2009-02-19T07:49:00.001-08:00

I guess it is another tiring day for me
Workin again
Meet wit dili at town 1st
Go eat and den head to taka take my uniform
Den cab back to RC

Nowadays dunno wad happen to me
Health always gt problems
But dun care na

Something tat make me angry today
Is the security dun let me go home
And wan me to wait for manager
Make me so pissed off
But after railing all my angers to dardar
I am okay le
LOL
Dardar damn ke lian lo
Everythin i sad, angry
I called her ~

Haas
IT show comin soon le ba
Should be at 12 march
Woohoo
My aim is sell 28 laptops =D
Tis IT show dun hab eddy
Wonderin hw will it be like ba

Thinkin tat my life now is bored
And is so no life lo
Wonderin when can i start to go and fulfill my dream?
I realli feel like learnin singing and maybe dancing too
Hees
But if sch starts
I dunno whether i will hab time for it
So dunno hw lei?
I need a companion to learn hw to sing too
Hees
Should i go for a grp lesson or individual?

Hais
Lots and lots of wishes to fulfill
Okay
Talk no more
Just wish more sales for tmr

I wan a change in my life
Damn sian now

Wad yrs is yrs =D

2009-02-18T07:36:00.000-08:00

Today same routine again
Went to work
Promotion area again
Sian =(
Wha
My manager cheat my feelin de
Everytime said big boss will come down
But ended nv come down

Tmr gt to go taka to take uniform
Meetin Dili at orchard
Den shop awhile den head to work
Wha
I wear the new uniform look so man lo
LOL ~
Scarly gt butch like me, hw xia?
LOL !!

But is still better den wearin our own uniform ba
Haas
Sian ~
Galfriend ask me to find one guy go pub on the feb 27
She will be bringin one guy frien too
Dunno who to ask
LOL
And aso dunno should i go pub ma lei
Said dun wan drink till drunk liao lei
Lucky thought of the sad things
Drink till drunk again, hw?
LOL ~
Think if i drunk and anyhw ppl again
Sure will get scoldin again le
Poor ppl in my phone list
Will get random calls from me
Haas

Now recently i am into slimmin down =D
Hope i can make it
My dream is lose 5 kgs
LOL ~
Wanna be as skinny as possible
Now i am such a chubby gal
Haas
Cannot make it xia
LOL ~
Today wake up stomach pain o
Having diarrohea o
Think must be the slimmin tea
Haas
Think i am too crazy into slimmin down le ba
But no worries
I won harm myself de
Will hab limit one =D

Wad yrs is yrs
No point forcing it =D
Noe hw to let go and smile
Life is not abt tearin or being sad
Is for ppl to enjoy

It starts to ...

2009-02-17T09:00:00.000-08:00

I somehw regret of wad i done ytd
Now i realise wad i said ytd is not right
And i guess it gonna change somehw
There will be distance btw us to avoid any misunderstandin ba
I realli wan to keep u as my true friend if u r willin ~

Time to change back =D

2009-02-16T03:29:00.000-08:00

Today i finally realise something
I realise i changed within tis 4 months
Actualli i nv realise tat
Is my sec bestfriend make me realise it

Yea
I admit after breakin
I go drinkin more
And everytime ended up drunk
Start my 1st stick
And even went out wit online ppl
But i still hab the fear of meetin new ppl

My sec friend told me smokin is realli a bad impression to ppl
And it aso hurts the ppl around me
And all i start smokin is cos of a guy
A lost R.S
Though i nv smoke le
But i smoke b4
And the day b4 i smoke again cos i am drunk
I realli dunno wad into me
I am not a smoker neither do i noe hw to smoke
And i smoke in the public when i am drunk
I can't imagine hw shameless and embarrassin i cause
Hais

So i decide now
I wan to change
From today onwards
I will nv touch the sticks again
So wad if i lost my principle(smoking)
I can stop smokin from now on
And forever no smokin at all
And i will try my best not to drink cos of him again
Is the past le
And is goin 4 months
It is time to move forward
As for the 2 online friends i met
I onli gt 2 choices
1st is dun contact anymore
2nd is continue to contact if they r worth keepin as friends
And lastly i won go and meet anyone from online again
Haas

I wan to go back to who am i
Yea
I feel it quite embarrassin to say out all the mistakes i done
But if i nv admit or realise it
I won be able to face the mistakes
I will change =D

I dun wan anyone to think bad abt me
Cos i am not
I will prove to u all
I will be back to normal
Hees
No tearin no drunk no smoke no sad le